The flu really sucks. Kail has been sick. I feel so helpless. I want to help him.

It is impossible to be a mommy. I think constantly about what his life will be like. Will he be an artist, an athlete?? His life is going to be more challenging that most people's, physically. I think he will be more than fine. A wise woman once told me that it's better to be born with have an arm than no soul. That statement has gotten me through some rough times, some rough days. I don't know if she every remembers typing those words (that are totally paraphrased). But, I thank her.

I am too lazy, laying in bed with my sick little man, not feeling so well myself, to add any pictures to this post.

I am still unsure of what my focus should be on this page, or if I even should have one. I think my ADD is what keeps people interested in my life so, maybe I will have no set topic. . . other than my wired-strangely brain.